coldest winter

these are memories en grained in my brain
from the coldest winter
goodbye my friend
why do we ever
have to love
others

 you love me for me could you be more phony
cat got your tongue  loves got the gun
first reaction is to run
never look back
im growing stronger everyday
im growing colder everynight
i see couples and i see you
i see your smile i see a ghost
filled with anger not towards you
more to myself
overflowing with love not for self
drowning in my own inequeties
My vices got a hold of me

Finally I don't need my eyes to see
The lords guiding me
I was too weak to walk
He carries me through the desert
I found Jehovah in the darkest place
I'm talking darker then Louisiana basements
Look at what you did for me
Look at how you set me free

Wherever you are could I join you
Could we not touch just mind fuck
Let me into yours and I'll let you into mines
I reenact watching you sleep
How safe you seem next to me
I'm staring  into your eyes and
Float away like waves in the ocean
Mesmerized that it took God
7 days to make the world
But 9 months to make you
Where ever you going can I come