A Black Women saved my life

Jungle fever mixed with Spanish rice
Use to make the best nights
During my great plight
I've had a few frights
It's time to face the light

Blonde hair and green eyes
Puerto Rican with nice thighs
Asian's with chinky eyes
Anything but my own
I couldn't handle their tone
They made me feel alone
As if I wasn't strong
I've held that for so long
This time around with fears
I swore I'd shed a tear

put it out for everyone to bare

I always talked white
My slang just never quite right
My game though was tight
Even though my gear was Aight
I was too dark Not tall enough
Just another road block in my plight
I kept catching flights
As if problems stayed in states
Convinced myself it was all fate
That it was too late
To extinguish the hate

She saved my life
She should be my wife?
Would that make me right?
Is God giving me the green light?
I can't open up this vault
Tell her about my assault
Tell her about the hate in my heart
For those that look like me
The scientist yakub epitomy

Look at how much love she gives to me

Making sure everything is just right
Would she still love me
If she knew the hate for my own
I've held inside all along
How I despised myself for so long
She's convinced I'm not the wrong one
Making me regret what I've done

Look at all my trust issues
Starting to melt away
I just want to stay
In her warm embrace and lay
I'm ready when ever she is too play
She accepts me for who I am
Giving me everything between her waist
Giving me a new found love for my race