If We

If we never speak again
I'm just glad I got to meet you
It had to be fate
You've imprinted on me like slate
As normal though
I have to skate
I hate to make you wait
I regret I'm always late
I'm pushing thirty for fucks sake
This fear of commitment
I should of been shaked

If we never kiss again
At least I've felt your lips
I know how to make you laugh
So hard you start to spit
You use to think
My jokes were the shit
Our blossoming love
Was something out a script
William scorsese couldn't be that lit
Look at me still
Throwing childish fits

If we never got intimate again
I'd still remember your smell
I'm just happy I got to taste
Look at this waste
I'm in some city again
Your right in your place

I wish I could stay
But I got something to prove
There's too many thing to lose
I got court dates and deadlines
Running between times zones
Deeply wishing to get my mind blown
I can't tell you
The last time
I've been home
Surrounded by phonies and clones
I'm ironically always alone

If I never get to hurt you again
Think of it as my final gift

My one last wish

I can get it off my bucklist

i just wished

i had got one final kiss
Funny how I keep my word
When it means nothing