Perpetrating big shit

Fake it till you make it
If you look the part
They will follow you
Deliver me with serenity
Give my soul peace
I need everything
Fighting to hold my faith
While wanting to feel safe
In one single place

Who can judge?
Who is this final executioner?
I wrote a heathens prayer
I'll never go to Hell
I met Adrian alleyne
I know I can't fail
I hopped out a 550
Just to peel off in an Audi

My first book
Planted me on the map
The second one
Secured my spot
The third
Will birth my fame
Visions formed from the game
A schizophrenic time travelers
Glorious dream of grandeur

I took them
Where they thought
They couldn't go
When they come for me
I will answer their questions
I will feel their pain
From every stone thrown
That left stains on my black frame

Are you not good enough?
How far have you gone?
Can you not come back home again?
Did Jesus not meet Mary Magellan amongst drunks and sex addicts?

I lost Jesus between
the pages of scientology chapters
When you be too nice
They'll take advantage
Your heart just got healed
Now it's broke again
A sad cycle that got
Kids cutting their wrist

She's cheating with the pool boy
Figures it's her secret toy
Little does she know
He cheating with him too
That's why he hired him
In the first place

Welcome to the world
Where children are meal tickets
Your best friend have the worst intent
Smile in your face
Then stab you as soon as you turn around
These are just memoirs From Van Gogh

Thoughts to give you a mental breakdown