Sitting and anticipating
The bling and vibrate
My mind is playing tricks on me
I thought I heard it but I didn't
That old demon creeps out the shadows
Brewing up fears and conclusions
Twisting my membrane into its illusions
Now my feet are racing and im pacing
Thoughts provoke and haunt my logic
I start feeling obnoxious
I start felling like I shouldn't watch this
I start believing the darkness
I start second guessing
I ignore them and disregard them
Then get the same in return
Karma in its purest form
The irony of focusing on one
That's not yourself or God
Console my heart most high
Purge my mind of the dark thoughts
Cleanse by body from these toxic feelings
Obsession after obsession
Addiction to abuse
Drug's to mental and physical
Remy henny and hose
Are just around the corner
Matter fact they a phone call away
Now I'm thinking about past regrets
In my new car watching the sun set
Still holding it in my palm
Waiting for the bling and vibrate
I've been chasing love
Forgetting I gotta love myself
Give some concern for my health
Stressing over the last time I committed
Two word responses come back
They hurt more than the waiting
Sitting and debating
The irony of this contemplation
Waiting for a revelation
Much more for a resolution
Praying to the Lord
For a simple solution
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