My fix

She convinced me I'm broken
Drowning in a sea of misery
Sinking deeper while rising
Like a sour skittle
I'm a waking contradiction
Chasing dreams
That will never come true

Trapped between two worlds
Standing on my own
I walk alone
Thus dusty road
Like Johnny cash
Seeing others
Kidding and hugging
Makes me sick
I'm the new grinch
Hitting on chicks
Just to see if I can
No Susie who
To save them no more

Loving myself like never before
K2's and Hennessey
Swirl around my brain
Diluting the pain
Slowly bringing me back to me
Oxy and Jack
To bring the feeling back
A cocktail to kill a bull
Good thing I'm lion hearted