Saturday, April 18, 2015

Liberation fears

I've picked out my clothes
They lay in my bed
Waiting to be filled by my body
I've said my goodbyes
Told those I was proud
Never let my mistakes
Fuel your future failures
Learn from my mistakes

My brain is just messed up
I've tried so next times to fail
This time though will be real
This time I'll get it right
Once things come together

I fear leaving them alone
They need my guidance
They need my support
But I can't live for them and me
On the edge of tears
With a smile on my face
Mental breakdown for sure

Drinking just to drink
My head hurts
My lungs burn
But I'm still going
Like the engine that could
Waiting patiently for my liberation

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