My enemies

My thoughts are my worst enemies
Drinking this devil juice
Wondering what am I doing here
If I add more stress
I don't see how I'll cope

My vices are shrinking
I put the cocaine down
So I'm drinking coffee a bunch
Trying to catch a buzz
Drinking liquor and smoking weed
I wish I had some of that medical
What am I doing here

I'm my biggest obstacle
Rising above the Jack and Remy
Drinking my sorrows away
They say don't drop
One habit to pick up another
I'm floating away
Like I put needles in my veins
Life's my heroin

Where am I headed from here
Picking up the pieces
Of shattered dreams and aspirations
Moving forward like bad masturbation
Cause I ain't got no rear view
Can't look backwards anymore
Just climbing to the pinnacle
Of life's mountain