Monday, April 13, 2015

Alcoholic nightmares

Waking up with shakes
Searching the fridge
For my fix
The craving of inebriation
Fills my soul
Turns me into a beast
Starving for the feeling

My bank account is empty
Trying to support the habit
Chasing a dragon
That doesn't exist
But it haunts my dreams
It tries to control me
Like a puppet on strings

I want to let it go
It has it's claws in me
Like a lion in the jungle
Rehab only delays the inevitable
You gain control
But it still holds you
Demons in my mind
From the hours without it

Searching my phone
For anyone to pop a bottle
With me
For anyone that will
Drink with me
Cause you only got issues
When you drink alone

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