so i failed the fourteen day quit smoking attempt. i have recently come across many problems in my life that have made me question my faith and loved ones. i am now prepared to go on a fast from communication and eating in order to get some enlightenment. i am hoping that one day out of this week the lord will talk to me and show me the right path for my life. today was day one i left my phone at home and have only had a cup of coffee and tea today.
so far i have not succumbed to my hunger or do i really actually feel hungry. using my cell phone is not as much of a temptation that i expected it to be.if anything i need to have more discipline with not smoking since that will propel my hunger and can turn really bad. this week fast could turn out to be a life changing experience.
i am excited to battle my demons and see how strong my will really is. who knows maybe i will be able to find my way in this crazy world.
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