To much

For me to succeed
Why do I have to be surrounded
By jealousy envy and greed
I gotta pray every morning
These demons are calling my soul
I met the devil last week
He told me to shoo
I guess I'm too blessed
For all that mess

I'm the center of attention
Yet I'm all alone
Looking into the mirror
With a fraud smile
I still don't see
What I've become
Another paradox in paradise
My bank account use to say
Were eating at home
Now we order
appetizers and dessert
Only cause of you
That's why I say it
Over and over again

You had to let me go
Right now we just
Aren't meant to be
You were nineteen
honestly at nineteen
I would of liked work
More then I did me
So I'll give you
Your free time
Even if it hurts
This is your time
Maybe we'll mature
Then return to what
We once were

In the words of hova
Time don't go back
It goes forward
Don't run from the pain
Run towards it
I'll see you again
I'm sure of it