Never again

I let you in
You broke my insides
I swear never again
They cry and scheme
About my new ways
I just laugh and
Lick their tears
Never again
Will I be vulnerable
Will I give my heart away
I see Hell everywhere

I'm stronger though for it
It hasn't killed me
Just strengthened my immorality
I push her face in the pillow
Tell her shut the fuck up
Just take what you got coming

I feel as if
I can conquer anything
You treated me
like I was average
Now I treat them sub par
Hurt people hurt people
Time heals the pain
The Lord eases the strain
The codeine helps
Me accept the blame
The pen illustrates the game
Securing my prolific fame
Mirroring my shame
While I chase
Another dame