Acceptance of blame

How I let it get like this
I know oh to well
Your doing me dirty
It's been months
I haven't even
heard from you

I'm living
I know you are
You never look back
I'm the black knight
Disney never mentions
3am my mind is on you
530 I'm in the gym
My mind is still on you
8 am im at work
Thinking about this chicken

Through my eyes
I've seen my love
Walk away and disappear
Like I was average
Now I got a few girls
I just pay they bills
Slide around and chill
They only wanna smoke
They don't want no issues
This is how we living
Weather its right or wrong
This is how we living

You needed me to step up
I ran from you
I could see in your eyes
You were fed up
I can't blame you
I'll take the blame
Look how we living now
Look how we living now