Trust issues

What these girls want from me
Attention, my d ,my love
My ambition and devotion
If I was only half the man
Everyone thinks I am
I'm laughing at girls
Who want her spot
They soon laugh at me
Sitting lonely like Oscar the grouch
Zoning into the Cosmo's
On a mixture of uppers and downers
Trying to find the right combination
To release this hold
Or at least make sleep eternal
Be an immortal on earth
or a tree in dantes inferno
Lose lose situations
Of the human species

They never stop texting
All hours of the day and night
Wondering why I never respond
Wanting the response immediately
But when I'm down
There isn't even a hand out
there is only hindsight comments
Like they saw it coming
The ending of an empire
turns into the heartbreak of another
On a whisper from the mob

The eventual cycle
Of love and love lost
In a sea of have and have nots
Wants and needs
From a simple heart
That bleeds and pleads
For attention for care
A fare share of the pie
Looking left and looking right

People search all their life
For a person they deem right
To give all their love
A tribute of the heart
The pickings are slim
The issues are greater
The trust comes harder
That leap of faith
Can take your breath away