Thinking of you

It's been a while since I've had time to ponder about you.
I thought we would be married at 50
Watching our mantle
Full of trophies
From our dedication
To taking the kids to little league

Fuck the bullshit we in love
Our daughter got your eyes
She has my smile
Our son wants to read all day
He thinks girls are icky
Our car seats are sticky
From family road trips
They're in the back arguing
About who touched who first

They listen to us at night make love
Make faces at the breakfast table
When we kiss and say we love each other
Our daughter dreams of a man
That loves her like I do you
I hate to end this story
So I'm gonna go back to our first kiss

You only want the best for me
So I should listen to you
Im a mess but only God
Can clean me up
Let's hold hands while we walk into church
Let's volunteer at vacation bible school
Give my kids the upbringing I had
Only they get to have a dad
They will know all the bible stories
We both know and songs we both share

I got have a million kitty Kats
But I would always choose the original
Mimics can only imitate and flatter
Looking into your eyes
Makes my heart flutter
My words stutter
My legs can't take the weight
How could a copy ever
Make me feel this deep