Ambivalence

Love hate is to straight
Marry me not yet
Seems the right fate
Following our hearts but obeying the law
My pumpatron baby in the muzak dust
I hear your wisdom in the wind
I see your face in the starry night
I've missed loved like
Words out of a morbats tongue
Mixed feelings swirl in lines
I wanna be with you
During every crazy step we gotta take
I'm good without you
Can you understand my ambivalence
Let me not sugar coat this
It's no fantasy and no game
This is real life
Once we jump the broom
It's till death do us part
Can you wake up to my dark face
I can move your hair out the way
Every time the sun rises
You hate that cloud over your head
I hate that I brought fears to reality
So I say we're equal
Neither wants to hear of short comings
Too close to start over but close enough
To make a pact like rebels
My heart is yours
Yours is mines
Tell me when we kiss you don't feel the spark
Tell me that you don't hate fornication
Tell me you don't love passion filled nights
We love it we hate it
We cant stop holding hands
Capture our ambivalence to each other
Bottle it up and spray it like champagne
Look me in the eye and tell me your heart
Speak your mind and never hide
I'll open up and tell you when I need you
Continue to tell you your perfect
In my eyes