Funeral

I'll float away into a gritty city
My sins were more then shitty
Ive had a few abortions
I sit and drink alone
Trapped with my own mind
Trying to get a piece of mind
Scratching for another bit of time
I'm getting hotter but I still feel cold
Pause one sec
Trade minds with me
God took seven days to make the world
But nine months to make you
Kitty your beautiful know it's true
I'm trapped in a giant matrix
It's a sticky web of lies
I tell  myself
To make sure reality
Doesn't Sep through
I drank tequila with c boy swagger
Told him a joke that he'll never remember
I'm so deep in this world now
Lifes like a females orgasm
I'm never really sure if it's really there
If Matt linart faking
Or is Chris really making it

The old lady swallowed a cow and die
I sadly know why she swallowed a cow
Running the same race as me
Trying to fix every problem
Life throws at you
When we should just be happy
To be alive with a funny story
This was suppose to be my year
I kicked some habits
Got kicked by love one's
Learned life lessons
And saw a dream come true
Why should I feel blue
Question what's true
Go to sleep alone feeling
Like I'm through
Wear a disguise
When I'm handsome as fuck