My Inspiration

i was asked where i get my inspiration from
 it spawns from the anger and boredom
sitting in the darkest parts of the world
alone with my thoughts
alone with my soul
no significant other to share with
my only light come from
my book and laptop screen
the boredom comes and goes
my talent releases and flows
my inspiration come in the face of adversity
my inspiration comes when
i have no where to go
its channeled onto paper
from anger and fear
angry with the world
and its backward ways
fears of the future failures
more loves to encounter since i have no other
and more heartbreaks are inevitable
my inspiration comes from destiny
from the skills honed from the dark
and brought to light by
paper and pen
every stroke a piece of tension released
every word contains hidden emotions within
every line a memory from a moment in time
what inspires me?
to many things to fit in one rhyme