DISAPPOINTED

im disappointed
that i let God down
i prayed for love and stability
so hard my knees hurt
he blessed me and i let it go
blown away like a leaf in the wind
never again to come back to its branch

i'm disappointed
i let God down
my heart hurts more every day
thats she's away
i tell me coworkers my dog
died the other day
i cant even bring up a false smile
for the world

i'm disappointed
i let god down
drowning in a sea of emotions
crawling in a darkness that i cant bear
to ashamed to ask for another try
why o why
did i let God down

im disappointed
i let God down
she warned me it wasn't healthy
but i let her go anyway
i didnt expect a call back
but i didnt expect my heart to hurt so bad
its like being torn in half
a head without a body
she cant be my lover or my friend
she wont even speak to me


im disappointed
i let God down
a loving wife and a job por favor
no more blacked out nights
and whores in mi casa
no more wanting to be incomplete
Lord send me my eve
for years i prayed and prayed
finally delivered onto me
im ashamed i made him waste his time


im disappointed
i let God down
i prayed for something i
never wanted so bad
something ugly men dont get
a beautiful wife that only wants me
how ugly am i
black and bruised
she deserve someone better
she will find another
some one that prayed harder
someone that will take her out
someone that will be better
someone that isnt me
whoa is me

I'm Disappointed
I Let God Down
he sent my significant other
and i ran her away
how foolish was i to be so committed
so involved and hungry
for a fresh start a chance to be another
someone better and stronger
someone that could live longer
some one who heard the lords call
and answer with a sure
who was i kidding
i wanted to love her so bad
i didnt realize she didnt feel the same for me
i told her i wouldnt make her cry i lied
i told her i never wanted to be away
in my heart i cried
I am to ashamed to tell god
what ive done and ask for another
even though he's seen the whole thing
like adam and eve
I"m disappointed
I Let God Down