Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Self-medicating

Dark rooms with strangers
I want the OP outta opiods
Like mac said
What's a god with a little OD
I'm just eating pussy
Other people buying shoes
Trapped in bathrooms for hours
Trying to put the HERO in heroin

The late night's will take the pain away
The sex will take the pain away
I'm drinking the pain away
Going back to the way I was
Self medicating the pain away
Pushing off the strain to another day
Letting my latter days matter today
Driving my success further away

Fighting the demons within
Just ignore the sins
Think about the way she spins
That's what the left says
You need to be writing
We're behind schedule
That's what the right says
The white elephant in the room
Keeps coming back to soon
Drool drips as I stare at the moon
All alone listening to the same tune

The late night's will take the pain away
The sex will take the pain away
I'm drinking the pain away
Going back to the way I was
Self medicating the pain away
Pushing off the strain to another day
Letting my latter days matter today
Driving my success further away

Can you feel the pressure and pain
My therapist say's
I have a disease in my membrane
I must obtain everything on the plains
I want nice dames
With nice tight frames
Who know the difference between
A 750 and the 750LI
It's about 60 racks if you don't know
I Gotta take trips to
Exotic Islands where most people don't go

The late night's will take the pain away
The sex will take the pain away
I'm drinking the pain away
Going back to the way I was
Self medicating the pain away
Pushing off the strain to another day
Letting my latter days matter today
Driving my success further away

Being a chameleon comes with a price
Its a gift and a curse
What do I really look like? 
Can I turn my nose up too whores?
Did I ever really feel remorse
As I drive along this course
Of course!
Why you think I don't sleep
Every time I close my eyes
I see my mistakes and dead homies
I see aborted babies
Women i've left broken
Doors I cant open  
Words that should of been spoken
Money that was wasted 
I could of saved a fortune

The late night's will take the pain away
The sex will take the pain away
I'm drinking the pain away
Going back to the way I was
Self medicating the pain away
Pushing off the strain to another day
Letting my latter days matter today
Driving my success further away 




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