90 in 90

Two years out of rehab
I'm hiding bottles under my bed
Clutching pill bottles like rigamortis set in
Praying the Lord won't leave me
At least worst then before
I'm opening and closing doors
Burning bridges im on galore
All I know is I need some more
I haven't felt like this
Since the last time I overdosed
Lord hold me close

The coffee keep me up
The stories show me where I'm going
One day at a time
I gotta stop overloading

my best friend left state

now they arguing over child support

but with no man in the home

does the child really get support

watching another man shave with my son

go school shopping with my daughter

all over the book and gram

would make me question

if i was a man

two bottles to begin with

hose and remy

the henny on the steps

just show you ive lost it

I'VE LOST MY WAY

I'M ADRIFT ON A SEA ON FEELINGS

I'm tiping the scale weighing options

I was only gone a few months

Yet that was just too much

You were sick of my stunts 

Our loves just in a funk

Look at me 

Surrounded by broken beds and clocks

What would you do

If ever put in my position?

I'm trying to satisfy everybody

Yet enough is never enough

Now I'm repping team forever alone

My hearts turned to stone

I just want to be alone