Wanting to live

I wanna be alive
I wanna live
I wanna see my potential
I wanna grow old
Just to be there
When you need someone to lean on

With this vibe
Running through my veins
I feel as if I can fly
Just jump up and touch the sky
I could make a million
Before I lay in a coffin
I wanna scream to the heavens
To tell the world about Christ
Let them know he saved my life

Can I be honest for a moment
I've hidden myself away
So no one can see all my fears
So the world can't see my tears
Allow me to reveal
Myself after all these years

I never thought I would see the day
When I call Christ's name so often
That last line alone
Could make me lose viewers
But that's the price of honesty
Of how good he's been to me
Fuck this blog and fuck you
Look what the faith
of a mustard seed
Has allowed me to accomplish

A city boy from the projects
Now gets attention
from Australia to the Netherlands
Emails from Malaysia to Russia
Even in France they show love to me
All from a reddit post
That wasn't suppose to be