Loving myself

It's funny how I got so much love in my heart
Yet it took recovery
To find it within myself
I've always been serene
I never knew I needed serenity
Ive been searching for something all these years
Which has been right within me
Hiding like the phone in my hand
That's an addicts joke
That maybe I only found funny

I've learned the true consequences
Of all my selfish decisions
Now looking back
How could I love you
If I didn't love myself