The pill for heartbreak

It lies in
the Bane vs Batman
Complex
Give in to the drugs
Or fight everyday

How can I kiss
My mother goodbye
When I'm prepared to die
Standing atop a building
Ready to spread
my wings and fly
Mentally debating
Heaven and Hell
Avoiding all my other problems
With sleep deprivation

I can only think
Of one thing
to tell the children
Make sure
You love yourself
Don't take this
Life for granted
Just seek
Your own salvation
Like a real og told me
Marry the game
But never have a kid with it

As I fall to the ground
I realized I ain't write enough
Von Gogh finished
900 plus paintings
Before he killed himself
I'm so caught up
On this planet earth
And avoiding incarceration
I've let my passion slip
God demands the truth
Not only to him
But from yourself
Are any of us
Up for that challenge

Xanex and Molly
Suppose to set us free
Look at the
Miss education of our children
Forging through
This lost nation
Bragging about gang initiations
Hate slurs spew out their mouths
While they Hailing Hitler
Trying to bring the 88 back

Lost loves and heart pains
Have caused use to seek
A getaway
Codeine and lean
Get mixed in your cup
All your problems go away
That's the dream they sell you
Standing on the corners alone
With the pills for your heartbreak
Open your eyes
Step out the matrix
Set yourself free
You can either grow
To be the new Bane
Or accept your pain
And be a better Batman