8 more than 92

The sky is only gray
I've finally hurt bae
I've left her in agony

So consumed by myself
I forget she needs the love
From me from another
From anybody she calls lover
The trust is gone
The love is gone
We've both become so withdrawn
I'm up and it just turned dawn
I'm thinking about another fight
Another night where I've done harm

How can I expect things to be fine
After all of our mistakes
We've smiled and lied
To each others face
Can we ever trust
What the other has to say?

My pleas for attention
Fell on deaths ears
Now the clouds
Reflect our betrayals
Its 70 degrees in nyc
But I can't see the sun
When is enough.. enough
I'm done with
The woman, liquor and drugs
Have we not gone through enough?

I've pushed us to the precipice
Filled heads with dreams of allure
Im doing things you can't ignore
For to long our feelings we've whored
It's time for us too just adore
Hold each other
And speak things we've never told
Were both just getting to old

Why can't we just grow and build
I've heard too many
chances have been given
I wish I was lucky sleven
I came to bama to see your face
Grab my things and leave that place
We keep saying everything
happens for a reason
Is that why I didn't get my .38 shells
To empty them where
All my depressions and regrets dwell

Forgiveness and reinvention
Is the key to longevity
You've said more then once
Can I trust you again
To not leave me on the pavement