That use to be our tune
That was my ringtone
I was excited to hear my phone
Now there's only dial tone
And me alone in my home
Just clicking on my phone
They said in the end it would hurt
Yet now I feel nothing
I'M just numb
I'm just so numb
Something that brings joy
Now only brings pain
My hearts forever strained
I'm forced to just sustain
My demons making it
Hard to just maintain
I can't get those
Happy times out my brain
You can't really understand
A love song Unless
your heart once dangled on that strand
You got legs but it's hard to stand
Your sitting in a dark room
Contemplating what's happening
in your life span
They once use to be a friend
Now their someone you can't stand
The countless deception's swirl
The pain and disbelief in your brain
How could they
make you feel such pain
Make your mind feel such strain
We could of stayed in our lane
We could of fought to maintain
Instead we turned it into a one way
Both of us heading to a dead end
Preparing to go our separate ways
We've hit the fork in the road
And I'm ready to just jump
I've been running for so long
I'd get a good start and
maybe miss the rocks
The whole ride home
I sat in silence
I heard my watch make every toc
I kept watching the clock
And stressing cause I couldn't stop
My hearts on a permanent lock
That's nothing to mock
I gave you the power
You used the power
We abused the power
Now we've lost the power
And can't stand one another
We use to love each other
Now these sad songs
Fill our memories
Thinking maybe you would call
I was puzzled you gave him my number
What buttons were you trying to push?
I've missed the feeling of you missing me
Why do I only want independent women?
Is he really the one
to go through the dark times with
Are we gonna stay apart another winter?
I'm triefling and your a mess
We argue and just continue to stress
We could do better but we settle for less
My muse I'm inspired by these test
It can't be to late we can't let it rest
We both still have so much to attest
What sick joke is this?
