Sadness brings sad songs

You were quicker to change our fb status
Then you were coming up with a response
I sat just listening to the tone
Waiting like I've waited for you
Actions speak louder than words
So drake avant and future
Fill my phone
Can you sense the tone?
Ive opened my heart
Just to end up alone

Your most likely feeling his warm embrace
Ready to break up homes
We can't handle being alone
Maybe he'll do what I couldn't
Will he fill you up
Just how you like?

Your pride was to much
To fit on the side
Not to say mines didn't
Cloud my judgement at times
I keep telling every one I'm fine
Just give me some time
Yet 6 am I'm listening to love songs
Just staring into space
Still in disbelief and aww

How could things of gone so wrong?
I wrote distance and time for you
Thirty hours seemed so light
Just to feel your heavy touch
Now I'm left feeling myself
No du rag on
But ill ride this wave
Tears for a love that once bloomed
Heart ache for a love that died
I'm empty inside
Why couldn't you
believe you completed me
Why was it so hard to see
That you were my world
The black girl that saved my life
The black girl I would've made my wife

Have him and him
I hope they give you what I couldn't
Bring those tears to those woman
Who you'll never see
Just know you lost me
While I was finding myself
I was all yours and no one else
I Was to sure of myself
The fantasy had a hold of me
Guess I needed a snap to reality