I hit her with
I know you got someone there
I'm a vampire you know
I can’t come in
Unless you welcome me in
It's three am and you've been on my brain
Not tonight and the door closes in my face
As the rain hit my head
I was just thinking about your head
What happened too your bed being cold
Was I too late to warm it up?
What does he have that I don’t?
Things seemed fine a week ago
Now I’m driving away thinking about
That annoyed smug face
Of all the things it was the worst case
I thought we were going to get a roman
pace
Somewhere far in an interstellar space
Now we have an ironical antitrust case
Now I’m moving to a new place
My heart now feels displaced
I didn't know it was a foot race
Am I so easily replaced?
You kept telling me
Its yours its yours it’s yours
Late nights between the sheets
So loud the neighbors know my government
Was it not the best pillow talk?
Going to the bathroom felt like a space
walk
I'm still pissing hard as a rock
Ready to put your pussy back in a hemlock
For you I tried to enable my heart block
The emotions I’ve showed
Were never good enough
We stress about the future so much
We’ve lost track of the present
Even the simple things matter
Something so delicate can easily shatter
Like food on a split plate
Lets cut all the Chitter Chatter
And get to the state of matter
Enjoying each others warm embrace matters
We could become antimatter
We could transcend from our humans forms
With our heads together
If I had a mirror you would me my
reflection
Since I’ve met you my heart had a tainted
infection
I’ve tried to put your whole life under
inspection
You gave me a change of direction
Looked past all my imperfections
And made certain too
Give me a new sense of direction
She is not you but she feels right enough
If you cant love the one you want
Love the one you with
As clique as it sounds
I give it to her
Every night I miss her
So I substitute it with
Fellatio and feet rubs
Three a.m. facials and showers in the tub
Just how I want and need
I traded the drugs and booze
For a lust of flesh and bad news
I care for her deeply but
She can’t tell the difference between
Me and him
All I get accused of is
Having groupie hoes and thot’s
It’s funny how a singularity can turn into
plurality
I take it all in like I shot it in my
veins
The sleepless nights and migraines
Writing and Reading
Sleeping and Eating
Fucking and Pleading
Shagging and Spirit Rapping
Praying and Disobeying
So much research I’m going insane
All our words are so malicious
Each word spoken to strike a nerve
We haven't even got our hors d'oeuvres yet
So you think the waitress is cute huh??
Now days I’m never alone
Which ironically leaves me always alone?
Nights I wish I had stayed blown
Working my program I let it be known
Because my disease has a bad memory
It speaks to me usually when I’m on my own
The irony
No matter how much recovery you get
You never actually really recover
my father called men
like me rolling stones
when the wind blows i get rolling
