Why you only write when you're sad

I'm a time traveling skitsophenic
Lost in a paradigm of loneliness
Jumping through portals in time
Searching for my soul mate
It's one in the morning
I haven't found a timeline I like
You keep running through my mind
Ive Skyped you called you
Emailed and used a rotary phone
To read your reply
Why do you only write
me when you're sad?

I'm in Canada somewhere in Toronto
Watching the snow fall
And couples skate at the rink
I only blinked for a second
I woke up on Venice beach
Riding a two seater bike
All by myself
I crashed in the sand
Before I could brush myself off
I finally get your email
I must of read it wrong
All it said was
why do you only write
Me when you're sad?

I've changed my face
Become known as many things
Still chasing a dystopian dream
Hoping to catch your eye
I've jumped so many timelines
To try and fix things
I know I can make them right
Oops I've made a new time ripple
With the power of enoch
in the palm of my hand
Why do I feel as if
I'm running out of time
This time I'll change your mind
One more jump will
Make you mine again
Before I could go for another spin
You finally facetimed me
All you wanted to know was
Why do you only write
When you're sad?

I'm in a dark place tonight
A brain full of naughty things to try
I could go any place I like
Have the time of my life
Yet your not by my side
So it's all a dream
Cause of you
I'm trapped in a time loop
Where I keep missing
My partner and she's near
Like the women who grabbed
Jesus's cloths in hopes
Of receiving the blessing
One time I have to try
Only to receive your reply
Why do you only write me
when you're sad?