My Tuscaloosa fan

My heart hurts for you
I wish I could be
Everything you wanted me to be
The man who holds you at night
Who comforts you
When the lightning strikes
The thunder booms loneliness
I was on the road
Thinking about you
I'm low key feeling you
I just can't paint
The picture of us I wanted

I'm alone in my room
Wanting to call you
Yet my pride stops me
We had something special
Yet you feel
Your nothing to me
Your hearts not a toy
I won't play with it

Those late nights
Do affect me
Your just not
the one for me
At least right now
I'm a rolling stone
Who can't focus
I don't want to hurt you
I don't want you to leave either
I'm perplexed right now

Your smile holds my heart
Your words swirl in my brain
Yet I'm hardly mines
How could I be yours
My hearts a thousand miles away
While I'm laying with you
Trying to get my life together
Be patient with me
Take my hand
Grow as my friend
Rather then growing apart

A heathens prayer 2

Lord she saved me for you
Now do me this one favor
Save her for me
I'm not perfect
I've been fornicating
Driving from atl to miami
With no license

I've been writing and smiling
Depressed and surviving
Giving in to sobriety
I'm trying as I'm flying
Across the country
Back and fourth
As if I'm important yet
Praying and scheming

Kitty Kat this happens
Every time I think about you
The first prayer was for me
Now this prayers for you
This time around
Things will be better
I didn't appreciate you
Now I can't breath without you
You made me find him
To make me better
Now I'm on my knees
Hoping he answers
This prayer for me

Lord will you do this
one favor for me
Please save her for me
I've changed my ways
Slaved for days
Working up the courage
Too pray for myself
Now I'll pray for her
Lord do this
one favor for me
Save her for me

Snap chatting

I'm sleep in the bed
She on her phone
Making videos about us
What was once private
Is now public for the world
It's either that or
It never existed
We can't even drive in the car
Without her phone
Giving us crazy backgrounds
Funny emoji's and titles

Dinners turn into
Online yelp review's
She has more pictures
Of my dog then I do
No matter what we do
She always has interior plans
Likes and numbers
Swirl in her brain
My fame is her fame
Yet my pain ain't her care

We're heading to Atlanta
With her phone in my face
Only fish faces and laughs
As we hit 90 on hwy 20
Dumping swisher guts out the window
Well never be
But we're having fun
As she snap chats
My feelings away

20k hype Reddit we did it

I really want to thank each and every one of you for helping me get to this point.

Some before I go

Your affection is contagious
From the tips of your toes
To the retina in your eyes
you've got me mesmerized
I've got work in an hour
We've been up rather late
From talking on the phone
To now sitting in my home
I just need some before I go

Seduction voodoo or plain allure
I just want to fall into place
The horizons in the distance
Yet it's not as kind on my eyes
I'll be the cigarette that you smoke
The vacuum that sucks the dust away
I'll give you my soul and more
For just a moment of yours
I just need some before I go

When did it get so bright outside
Now we're laying on the floor
My nerves are shaking
My hearts racing
Is this the moment I've been waiting for
No need to tease me
I've envisioned this a million times
I know exactly how it goes
I'll replay this moment in my mind
Another night in time
And play it on repeat
Like a few songs I know
I just need some before I go

Your mind your eyes your thighs
They've got me hypnotized
I feel like I've been here before
It's starting to get late
Are we gonna roll another eighth
I think we can touch space
Before I ejaculate on your face
kiss you goodbye with my mace
Then disappear from your place
With the rest of the eighth

Why you only write when you're sad

I'm a time traveling skitsophenic
Lost in a paradigm of loneliness
Jumping through portals in time
Searching for my soul mate
It's one in the morning
I haven't found a timeline I like
You keep running through my mind
Ive Skyped you called you
Emailed and used a rotary phone
To read your reply
Why do you only write
me when you're sad?

I'm in Canada somewhere in Toronto
Watching the snow fall
And couples skate at the rink
I only blinked for a second
I woke up on Venice beach
Riding a two seater bike
All by myself
I crashed in the sand
Before I could brush myself off
I finally get your email
I must of read it wrong
All it said was
why do you only write
Me when you're sad?

I've changed my face
Become known as many things
Still chasing a dystopian dream
Hoping to catch your eye
I've jumped so many timelines
To try and fix things
I know I can make them right
Oops I've made a new time ripple
With the power of enoch
in the palm of my hand
Why do I feel as if
I'm running out of time
This time I'll change your mind
One more jump will
Make you mine again
Before I could go for another spin
You finally facetimed me
All you wanted to know was
Why do you only write
When you're sad?

I'm in a dark place tonight
A brain full of naughty things to try
I could go any place I like
Have the time of my life
Yet your not by my side
So it's all a dream
Cause of you
I'm trapped in a time loop
Where I keep missing
My partner and she's near
Like the women who grabbed
Jesus's cloths in hopes
Of receiving the blessing
One time I have to try
Only to receive your reply
Why do you only write me
when you're sad?