No suicide but I'm ready to give my life
Your hips your thighs
Got me hypnotized
I'm ready to make you my wife
Im ready to change my life
The window is there
I only need to jump
To break this slum
For to long I've been dumb
Living like a bum
Chilling with hoodlums in the slums
I finally can say I'm done
Every night I lie
Just to keep you
I got rings and locations
That give me motivation
Then reality gives me revelations
To my dreams of grandeur
Who would really want me?
Who buys broken clocks?
If a lock is open isn't it still a lock?
My heart was on reserve
Just to open and be what it was
Cold and unwanted
God with me so I'm never alone
When I say it in public
They ask if I'm stoned.
The blinds to the window blow in the air
I stand on the ledge
Begging you to come
As you scream
It's just a dream
This isn't inception
My fairy tale turned nightmare
Brides mates and best men
Stand on our side
Ready to see if ill abide
Most have bet
I'll run and hide
Disappear during the electric slide
If only they knew I was down to ride
Willing to fight the tide
How many nights I lied
Just to keep you by my side
I'm forcing the issue
I see the fear in your eyes
I feel the hesitation in your tone
My face turns to stone
As my heart mourns
For a love once had
That ill feeling of regret creeps in
And you don't look the same
I've been running from the building
Now I'm on the top floor
Taking in the sights and more
Looking down below at the ants
Ready to take that leap of faith
Move into a new place
Having our own space
Coming home to your warm embrace
Conserving our race
Look at a baby with your face
Were my intentions misplaced
Give me time my steps ill retrace
So you know you'll never be replaced
I just hope one day you can relate
Nice piece Chris! I miss you buddy!!! It's Courtney! Hit my email up when you get a chance so that I can give u my contact info. Love u!
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