Ok so I've tried this twice on this blog already.with me this time is always the charm. This time I'm not alone though.I've convinced a couple of my friends to join me.I love the power of persuasion. I feel so weak right now.I am craving one so bad but I've been down this road.
It's more mental then it is physical.this struggle to quit.is a task best not done on your own. There had been so much hardship for me lately.it seems like an illogical thing to do.but if it was easy it wouldn't be a challenge. This time the importance of my success is something I can't take lightly.
I'm doing it to better things in my life.I need to put away the childish things if my past.I have job opportunities that I can't let pass me up. I want to start building my future.
I even have a new girl in my life.I'm hoping she can bear the withdrawal anger.I'm hoping this obstacle will make me a stronger man for her. I'm hoping this sacrifice will make me an even better me.over the past few months I have just been grooming myself.preparing myself for a better life.
A life where I don't have to change shirts to hide the fact I smoke.a life where my girl is ok kissing me. A life where my little brother can look up at me and be proud.a life where I know I've accomplished another thing in my life.
so today guys don't say I hadn't forewarned you.this next two to three weeks.well bring out some dark poems stories and thoughts from me.I'll do my best to keep in mind the kids that do come here.if any but I won't restrict my creativity or hinder the quality of work that I do give you guys.
